I'm okay for a few days then the anxiety wells right back up,
Then I have a rough time of it, and for a short time I'm stuck,
I get shaky and tense, and my heart goes thump thump thump,
Yet, with my innate resilience, I find my way through each speed bump.
~Lyne's Creations
I have a 'saga' length poem about the WHOLE experience building but this is the current part...when my emotions get too much, it comes out in poems...
and if I PRETEND I'm ok, my inner child REALLY gets my attention....with a panic attack... Being I will have to deal with both my Fibro backlash and the antibiotic wrecking havoc on my IBS gut, it's going to be one hellacious week of recovery... I normally would never do anything that would cause me such agony... BUT, I'm trying to prevent many many trips to a dentist to deal with 32 bad teeth... so I GOTTA DO THIS... *said gently but firmly to inner child, who thinks she is protecting 'our' life by trying to prevent this surgery*... sigh.
At least I'm almost done with a very special Leopard art piece, that I'm SO proud of...and I just started watching some light FUN fluff - Supergirl... I like it a lot... it's a "chick" type of DC comics sort of thing I guess?!