Dances with Bees
I agree entirely with Chris... Art is the keystone that gets me through the toughest of days. I draw or paint my troubles into the work and letting the finished art carry them for me-- just as Dorian Gray did with age.Yes, as said by Alisa. Hang in and hang on.
I have challenges with depression and anxiety, and over the last several years it seems to be getting worse. Sometimes it's all I can do to just get thru a day. One day at a time. I do have hope that things can improve over time. So I hope in hope. I know I have family and a few friends that care, and luckily that is manifested regularly.
I share this because, whatever you're going thru or dealing with, you have friends, and a good many of them are here for you, and will support the best we can.
So, I encourage you to push on and continue to develop your talents and abilities. I always feel better when I'm creating something, like morphing animals or painting watercolors.