I need encouragement, love and prayers…

[Miss B]

Good luck from me too.

 

[Alisa]

And me!

 

[Carey]

I am in pain, I am half out of my mind and still I am in pain.. in the delight of pain pills and yet still I am in pain...I am waiting for a render to finish. This render has took three weeks to get this far.... Pain, it was pain, always it was the pain...all I could think of was the pain.......Open poser load a figure start the design process but was interupted...Pain...All I could see was pain...pain I could think of nothing else... had to stop...runaway...far away...the pain..oh no it has enveloped me, swallowed me whole, now it is me and I am it....

But tonight I am rendering. my body is screaming stop.. three weeks and this shingle like illness will not let go of me, but tonight I am rendering....

Is there a purpose to suffering? things once taken for granted become much more precious. People become more wanted and if it doesn't kill you, your pain thrush hold goes way up....lol

Suffering has gone international but what is very precious to find...is a place to share it This is sort of a small place but we like it, now over there is the moaning room it is totally dark and sound proofed. Next to that is the crying room same arrangement except for the tear collector...Tears of full of want and around here they are considered very toxic... You'll see the ones here that forgot to use the tear collectors here in the recovery room.. Want leads to feeling sorry for yourself...It is better you don't see what goes on in recovery.

LOL You know me, everything becomes a story... see you when you get back..Hope I will be able to understand you with you teeth out...lol

 

[quietrob]

Go Get 'Em Gal! We'll be here waiting for an update!

We got this.

 

[Rae134]

Carey and his stories

Sending healing hugs for tomorrow

 

[Carey]

Carey and his stories

Sending healing hugs for tomorrow

Part of my story is true..suffering from shingles right now least they think it might be

 

[Rae134]

My hubby had shingles, I don't envy you if that's what it turns out to be. Sending healing hugs to you too!

 

[Miss B]

Yes a friend of mine from Down Under was up here 3 years ago on a trip through the U.S. with her hubby, and she was suffering from Shingles and hated it. The slightest little touch drove her nuts. Feel better Carey.

 

[Carey]

The most difficult part is, mine is internal and is affecting a full one quarter of my body, my right hand is nearly worthless.. I have never experienced this much pain.. But however the discomfort I am in doesn't begin to compare with the real life struggle Lyne is going through and she has my best wishes...

 

[Pendraia]

Hope you're feeling better soon Carey...shingles are painful and annoying.

 

[Miss B]

Ohhhh, I've never heard of internal Shingles. I always thought it was a skin ailment.

 

[Terre]

Good luck Lynne. We're all rooting for you.

Cary, I hope whatever you have clears up soon. I wish you luck as well.

 

[Flint_Hawk]

I just talked to Lyne a bit ago & she asked me to update all of you.

She's having a much tougher time that she was expecting recovering. So please keep her in your prayers.

She misses all of you.

 

[Rae134]

Thinking of her and sending healing hugs

 

[Miss B]

Thanks for letting us know Flint, and please do send her all our good wishes.

 

[Pendraia]

Give her our love Flint we're all sending healing thoughts and prayers to her!

 

[Terre]

 

[mininessie]

Thanks for let us know! My prayers are with her!

 

[quietrob]

I just said a prayer for Lynn, more good feelings and positivity for Lynn!

Go girl. Get your rest and c'mon back.

 

[Alisa]

Thanks Flint - we miss her, too and give her tons of hugs from me!