I've been browsing free stuff until I get drowsy enough to sleep, and noticed your post. Know what you mean about things not turning out like it appears in the tutorial. I would hit snags trying to find the right thing to click...it's so easy in the teaching process to begin doing things, and making assumptions that the learner already knows either the terminology, or is familiar with the process....and that's where it leaves a beginner in the dark....and after about an hour of trying to find what they are talking about, one gets discouraged. I've learned over the years to be patient with myself, and just wait until I grow into the potential for the skill. Teaching was part of my job, before I retired, and I often had to deal with older employees who were not only computer-challenged, but computer-adversarial. After observing these tendencies, I learned that, when teaching them, I couldn't assume anything...and use step 1, step 2, step 3 with brief notations, since even reading would put them on the defensive. Unfortunately text messaging is ruining our capacity to read, speak, and write grammatically correct sentences (reading online news is proof that it's even spilling over into news and journalism...in the school where I attended, they wouldn't pass, or ever get beyond, sixth grade grammar). So, I think it's part of the overall communication-dysfunction of this generation. There's such emphasis on technical skills, and computer-centered learning, that the art of communicating has suffered, ironically in the social media generation. Finding a truly excellent tutorial is rare...consequently, we settle for what is just adequately done, and just muddle through. I can get the basics of modeling fairly well, but when it gets into issues of tri vs quad polygons, texture reversals, UV mapping, and finding errors...then I'm not so sure that I'm really cut out for all of that...seems like too many land mines, and a tremendous, time-consuming learning curve. If I was 20 years younger, my perspective would be different...there would be time to enjoy modeling once I had invested the time to learn it. So it has become one of the "back burner" priorities for me now. Good luck, if you choose to continuing the pursuit of modeling....I certainly admire those who have that ability.