ronknights
Eager
Hello to all my fellow artists. I hope you all have been well. I just wanted to drop in and share some feelings and concerns. I'm a bit of a "documentation freak," having collected digital memories of various relationships and experiences since I got onto the Internet in the 1990s.
Today I went over a copy of a forum thread from a popular Poser site that died perhaps a decade ago. I lose track of time. This thread was in 2002. I relived the tragic end of my membership on that site. Now I have the benefit of insight, realizing just how much of those troubles was my own responsibility.
I recognized many names from that thread in 2002. LisaB is one that comes to mind. Then I started asking myself if I started to repeat those past mistakes here at Hivewire3d. I want to sincerely apologize to anyone who I hurt back in those darker days. I also apologize if I inconvenienced or hurt anyone here at Hivewire3D.
I sometimes tend to bounce between manic and depressive. Those emotional extremes are best kept to a minimum and private. Sometimes, though, I get really creative, and slap-happy. I love to share ecstatic creativity. But that extreme also tends to overwhelm others.
I guess one day I'll start a new web site again. Then I can go nuts and post to my hearts desire. It's been awhile since I've had that kind of energy, so I'm safe for awhile. Thanks for listening.
Today I went over a copy of a forum thread from a popular Poser site that died perhaps a decade ago. I lose track of time. This thread was in 2002. I relived the tragic end of my membership on that site. Now I have the benefit of insight, realizing just how much of those troubles was my own responsibility.
I recognized many names from that thread in 2002. LisaB is one that comes to mind. Then I started asking myself if I started to repeat those past mistakes here at Hivewire3d. I want to sincerely apologize to anyone who I hurt back in those darker days. I also apologize if I inconvenienced or hurt anyone here at Hivewire3D.
I sometimes tend to bounce between manic and depressive. Those emotional extremes are best kept to a minimum and private. Sometimes, though, I get really creative, and slap-happy. I love to share ecstatic creativity. But that extreme also tends to overwhelm others.
I guess one day I'll start a new web site again. Then I can go nuts and post to my hearts desire. It's been awhile since I've had that kind of energy, so I'm safe for awhile. Thanks for listening.